"You never let me be who I was. You used respect as a weapon against me to get me to change who I was because you were insecure about so many things. You don’t love me for who I am. You do not trust me and look for all the mistakes I make in order to throw them in my face and make me feel inadequate. There is a reason I cannot go back home and there is a reason I can’t make love with the man I love. He hates me. You hate everything that I am and you’ve slowly made me feel insecure about myself more than I’ve allowed anyone else. You tricked me into thinking you liked the crazy, spontaneous and wild person that I was. I even wanted to settle down for you. I wanted to help make your house into a home and spend forever with you. But you’re seriously like a poision. Being away from you has made me feel more alive and happy and confident than I ever have in the last 5 months. Even to this day you use guilt and persuasion to make me feel like I owe you something. You say you care about and love me but you do nothing but give me temporary happiness only to take it away from me. I’m sorry. This is the truth and I couldn’t be more honest with you. Please, stay out of my life. You’ve proven to me that you can do nothing for me."